LAZiness

Hai, guys...laziness is something i cant overcome...something hard to defeat...SO...em..i think that's why i am so lazy to update my blog...and i really dont hav the mood sometimes..plus i hav no time( as i rather use my time to play some sort of stupid game..muhahahaha...sorry..a ^^)...but i think i will going to post something about 24th ,25th and 27th..i mean that's the more meaningful days in Dec....so.......please wait ^0^...

Birthday

HIAZ!!!! I really hate writing chinese blog!!! 1st, my han yu ping yin is not good, nxt , my computer oways siao siao d!!! HATE~~ actually i planned to write a chinese blog about my birthday d, see ...now....what hav i done? writing here...hiaz.....
Wahahahha.....i am older already o....same age with my friends (as last time my actual age is 16 muahaahha so young! ^^) . To be honest, i dont really like to celebrate birthday, especially i am the one who birhtday on that day...wao...."mai kao"..dont why...i just feel weird people surrounded me, singing birthday song...weird weird weird~~HAHA ^^ But i think some people still like to celebrate their birthday (especially AGONG...exp..his bday set as public holiday...)..Dont why...sometimes i think mayb i hav to promise myself ...to be more COOL ~ ^^~ ...i should stay alone when is my birthday...muaahahha...watch movie alone, shopping alone, celebrate alone( i can eat all the cake o ^^)...sing K alone...hahah os good! i mean ...COOL~..is that..? not really ...but i think i will enjoy it ....maybe...
DECEMBER,....a month which people are very busy....busy working day and nite..busy traveling here and there, planing their nxt year...their future..a damn busy month....and I really like December...as...i like HOLIDAYS&Chirstmas...!! eventhough at that time no classmate will sing birthday song for u, mayb some will forget your birthday or i have to wait for so long to learn my driving skill...... But i still like December.....!!!
AIyo, so late jor...LAST , i hav to say THANK YOU VRY MUCH! for my dearest friends who wish me HAPPY Birthday...really thank you very much....LAst TIme, i tought present was very important...but now, after I graduated, i am so happy eventough just a birthday wish, as that means u guys still remember me....a person who dont talk alot, not really like to hang out with u guys, dont like to smile...
~~~~~~~~~~~THANK YOU SO MUCH ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~my dear friends! I love u GUys!!!!! SARANGHAE!!!!!!

Bierhday

Rest In Peace

7th Dec 2008, on that day, my uncle passes away when i was travelling to KL with my aunt, grandma and my sis. I was shocked, Although i heard before that he was suffering a severe cancer ( i not sure wat type of cancer but i know is sth to do wif the stomach). I tot he will reocver, i tot everything will be alright. that news was terribly sad especially for my grandma. She as a mother...i know she is very distressed and sad...losing a son....the sadness...i cant know hw sad it was...That day, she cried..the tears rolling down her chin..i not sure actually was her eyes problem or she really cry or...both. My auntie, as a sis of my uncle, she choose to be calm. To be honset, i never seen my anut lose control before...like cry out loudly or shout or sth else. Therefore, her action not suprise me. that day, my auntie's friend, Kiki, with us too. She has a kind heart and she is toughtful and helpful. She agreed to fetch my aunt and mu grandma to Johor to the funeral. Frankly speaking, I barely know my unclle as he wored in Johor and we only met once a year or even a few years. But still, my grandma told me that last time i used to closed with him and he is kind of like me..SO, i guess that's why i feel weird and bit sad when i heard the news . Mayb now, some part in my heart is crying. Howeverm we all know , this is a matter of fact, and all we can do is to accept it . Life has to move on. We have to keep going. Let our dearest uncle become our precious memory and we keep it carefully in our heart. Last, i wish my uncle rest in peace. Goodbye, uncle.

Friend

Friend,

A person to rely on,

A person to cry on,

A person to have and to care,

To have and to share.

The best companion,

Reliable abd trustworthy,

Telling things truthfully,

Make something reality.

The person who plays together,

Who laughs together,

Who cries together,

Last a friendship forever.

A friend in need,

Is a friend indeed,

Although not hard to define,

A true friend is hard to find.

I am sorry.

I dont why i am such a selfish person...A person who only care for herself only. I just wanna say i am SORRY...deeply sorry...i know ..i am nth but a bad person.
I ......seems like not belong to my family, not a part of them. I din go any of my family activities on Sun...and i think this situation will be much more worst when i grow up and studay abraod. That time , the relation between me and my family members....i cant imagine.
I am sorry, i noe you all don and cant understand my situaution rite now, i now i m little bit akward in handling this kind of thing. But, to get sumthing i hav to sacfrice sth...I m sorry. MAyb i just can fit myself in this family.
SORRY~

regret..? guilty? sad?

Guys, i bet u guy dont really know what had i done in these few years, u can say that i hav change a lot, and yes, i agree. But, i will never know how that "lot" means. coz, it is really a big change, till i can say that i am a totally different person who you really dont know, and sometimes i know , u guys barely know me.

Within this few years, an extremely change is happened to me. internally of coz. I dont know, i ...hav an aim, a target, a goal that i want to achieve, desperately. To make it clear, that is the only factor that i MIGHT can control my own future. Or else, i think i will totally lost in this world.
I like Korean series/drama. a fan of it, lov it...madly ...like a SIAO KIA.....pretty match with it right? I watch the latest drama, trying to learn Korean.....but at this moment, i cant handle so much things, exam, mastering my eng..... lots of things i hav to do. To tell you a secret, everytime, after finished watching a drama (either KOREan, TAIWAN, HK, or even US) i will be like part of it, speaking their language....u might dont believe, but who cares u believe or not? I can speak a little bit Korean, not just onli anyonghaseyo, or kamsahamida or sarangheyo....but more than that for sure. NO DOUBT!
In the past, i was quite good in handle a relationship, what i mean is ....i can talk to anybody who got different interest, hobbies or whatever. For instance, i can talk or chat with my little bro who my elder sis rarely talk to him. If he watch Pokemon , i watch too. I like everything, i mean not a picky person....in evey kind of things. I can chat evything abt Pokemon, Digimon with him.. and i truly lov those cartoons. While my younger sis, she is a quite "internal" person, rarely talk to others or shud i say seldom..She sometimes, is quite shy indeed. However, i can talk to her too! Abt those school stuff...what happen in school...who she in lov with....everythings. While with my elder sis, i can talk abt the latest HK drama or hit songs. See? i can talk to all of my siblings!! But, now...no..NOT AT ALL! Ever since i fighted with my Bro m we dint chit chat again, unlike last time which he wil talk with me abt who he likes, or who likes him......no jokes from him nor me either, i refuse to be the 1st person to open my mouth to talk. I dont wan to. Coz till now, i don think that was my fault! BUt then ...i seems like hav lose a bro...a person to play joke with, a person to talk....and this is the same among my sis too. NoW, I am no one but a loner. no one is with me, and i hav learnt not to depend on others, any prob? solve it myself...is this really good? is this right? I hav no idea, and i dont hav a way to return. All i can do is keep going.....hoping that there may hav a better thing waiting ahead....

LOST

In this world, i lost my way...i lost my DIRECTION.....i cant slow down...i cant stop and decide, coz time still going.DAy by day.....time is missing, disappering.....nth i can do. Bside standing at the same place, i dont want to wait for anybody's help....and i know no one will kindly lend their helping hands for me......what should i do? ya, i need to help myself i knew that. i have to rescue myself from this situation and i m the only one that can help myself!!! i Have to b stronger and braver to face those problems!!!!! all i can say to myself is GAMABTEH..and i know i m not juz saying i wil do it! I will SHOW IT !!!!!!!!!!!! i m not coward!!!!! i m not afraid of anything!!!!!!!!!!!! i will Try my best and keep trying even i fail thousand of times!!!!!! I, Hippo LIM will never give up!!!! I panic...i dono where to go...i confused.....i dono wat should i choose.....M i wan to bcome a doc? a pharmacist? or a nutritionist????? HELP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where should i go?????

Do you really know who am i?

I hav been with u all at least 5years, happy together, sad together......U enjoy the time we spending together.
We tot we know each other very well, rite?
BuT, guys,
Do u know me?who i am? i wonder....
HOWEVER,it's OK!


Hope we will get to know each other....later or....sometimes....

no idea..........how?

i wan to write an good essay, eng, BM and chinese too.
i wan to write an excellent essay!!! but sad to say, i dont know where to start....T_T
GAMBATEH!! NEVER GV UP!!!!!

~~ME~~

I , myself clearly know that i am not a beautiful girl.......therefore, sometimes i try try every single thing that can make me look better, at least not going to the ugly side, coz sumtimes i do care abt my appearance.

I, clearly know that i am not clever enough, but I tried...to make myself at least not to become a stupid girl., ...

I, daydreaming all the time.....the dreams in my mind, I will try to achieve. TRY MY BEST TO MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE!

I, sometimes is a lazy girl......lying on the bed, close my eyes, sleep...refuse to wake up.

I, a girl who not really like a girl...trying to boy, not really a boy ...just like be stronger and smarter.Whenever i face a problem, I will try to solve it by myself, actually i dont really like the feeling of calling for help. COZ it make me feel I am like a useless girl and not independent at all. I CAN HANDLE MY problems? HOHOHO who said so? i can do it vry well sometimes!

My friends will sometimes teasing me...when talk about love affairs....sometimes myself will wonder why i refuse to fall in love with somebody? Well then i found out the reason, >> i scared to being hurt, dont want to endure sadness...when me n my BF break up..., I ..totally a coward! TO be honest, there is another reason hiding behind, ....that's i cant stand there is another ppl beside me which i have to take care him all the time..and when u are with me all the time, i believe u two will gradually find out the bad charactetristic of ur lover, if u cant tolerate it....u two wil end up by breaking up! SO, what for? right?
to conclude, I am a terrible person, self-centred,selfish,like to daydreaming,not beautiful and no smart too.
THAT"S ME~~ A truly HIPPO........

SPM is coming!!!

AaaaAAAAA......!!!!! Well, SPM isn't so important in one's life....but it plays a quite important part in the way u choose your future...But, i actually enter college nxt year ON JAN, so,....i gonna use my forecast result to enrol...and i decided to take sholarship....so....i think forecast result is more important than SPM, rite? ya ya..^^
So, the test is around the corner, not SPM...but is the test i wan to use it to enter college...so...i m really scared rite now!!!! HELP!!!!! i still no idea where to get start!!!! not yet revision...a person like me no tuition for most of my subjects...is quite hard for me to study by my own...HENCE, i ...have no choice but to force myself! GOD, suffering........

Graduation Nite in Pearl View Hotel!!

HAlo friends, i dont know is there any friends to say hai...but still ...wanna say it^^ HELLO!
9 Aug 2008...that nite after the opening ceremony of olymipic...We..I ans my classmate had a graduation nite in Pearl View Hotel!!!!! That night, all of us look so...different ...all make up, change their hair style......wearing beautuiful and charming dress!! Some bring their partner( some actually is their lovers...^^) ALL HANDSOME and BEAUTIFUL! I am wearing dress too, but this is rare to me...unusual ....as i seldom ...wear..dress, skirt those so lady stuff!!! So, i think i am little bit clumsy that night....and i still cant accept my hair style!!!!

..at about 5pm...all thing is ready...(u will think so fast?) hehehe juz ready to start!!! haha..wei chern as usual be the driver..we went to the saloon nearby..(just nearby U know! one of my sis's friend's dad is going to set our hair..) i was so scared that time....when saw wei chern hair style...done by.....( i shud't mention the name) i can accept.. i mean she is kind of like a cool girl, but i ..celarly know that this wil not fit me!!!! SO, i trying to refuse...to set my poor hair!! T_T
HOwever, i failed. The picture above shows how ugly my hair was.....T_T

Then we went ot Shee Yee's house to make up....her sis was so "white". i totally cant believe that she joined NS(national Serviece) before!!!! One of the thing i wan to say about is..wahahaha my mum tot her make up is good, better than my mum herself...wahahahaha..but i think bit weird lal...hehehee still can be accepted!

Around 745pm( as we planned) we went to PEARL VIEW HOTEL!!!!! the venue, our final destination!!!! the place which we hav to dress up like this...more precisely is that the event...that graduation night was held there.^^. Nobody was there ...i cant stand the strong wind outside, so wei chern and i went in the hotel...straight to the...toilet...wahahahaha and took a picture!! ^^

After we satisfy wif our looking ( i mean standing in front of the mirror keep looking oursleves...i cant believe i can dress like this!) we went out from the toilet and i saw GAYATHRI (she used to be my calssmate but she transfered to other school last year...so sad...^^) she become more beautiful ord o!!!hhahahaah then later we saw all ...were there...SHEE YEE, KHAI WON, SHEAH YEN, HUI QIN and their partner of course..OMG Sheah yen's partner look...cute and bit handsome...wahhahaha he is older than us......( one year onli lal)

hey, guys i lazy to report liao lal...so i jz put the photo and u (who din go tat nite jz imagine wat happen lal.....to b honest...nothing special~)

HARI ANUGERAH

HAHAHA....actually Hari Anugerah ord finished...last week but because i m too lazy...finally, i decided to write it here ..^^ For some of my friends..sorry, to let u guys for waiting so long..wahahha.

Ok, let get start. Hari Anugerah...this day is very useless for us when we were form 1 and 2.However, since we joined Music Club..that day ....we willl be very busy...i mean quite busy.WHY? ^^ as we will be there to perform our recorder performance! HEnce, last few weeks before HARI ANUGErah...we have to go pratice and pratice..is little bored but we were happy as we can take this chance to skip class!! especially MATH which is teached by a vry bored teacher. This is why i love MUSIC CLUBBBBB!

After so many praticing, ...finally that day had come...TOday is HARI ANUGERAH! ON FRI, held in our school hall and will begin at sharp 8am. But, we never get nervous, whahaha coz we already get use to it ...we came to school as usual, but the only different was we were wearing a black vest, whitle long sleeve shirt and a balck skirt (of course boys will wear pants).

sharp 8am, my friends were so punctual and the teachers too... the first performance that day was gamelan..( i think so...sorry i cant remember ) ..then anglklung, and my dear friend khai won playing her violin..accompanied by Jennifer ( our school best pianist!) .

ANd coming up next ...were us...recorder performance.!!! AAaaAAA~~ tat time i became bit nervous although i dint at 1st....then we all get ready outside the hall.waiting waiting and waiting..scared? nervous? bit ...^^

YEah!finally our great performance over jor! wahahaha ...but i cant rest...T_T JENNIFER, A PA( CMY) and I have to go somewhere line up and to get our reward....haiz...why cant i just get a break?.....the thing happen later is like usual ( i am too lazy to write, think about it urself. sorry)

After the HARI ANUGERAH had finished, we got to our class as nothing can do. BUT now was SJ? the most boring subject! luckily, that time no one was in the class, so we ask KHAILID our dear SJ teacher dont teach...and he agreed ...we all were too lazy hahahahah...nono no , we shud say we were too tired...^^ so we stay in the class, all get together....here start chit chat! talking all nonsense,....some started palying with the camera...taking funny funny photos....

Last, i want to thank all my friend, this year HARI ANUGERAH was my last year ..last performance. Dont when can i get together will u all like this....SAD...FRIENDS, TEACHERS, CLUBS, School...I LOVE U ALL!!! i promise i will miss U!

HAlo......long time no see!!! i juz came back from BM (place where i camping there), pusat kokurikulum!!! This is my first time Camping....it was PBSM leadership camp.TEh forced me to go for the camping at first i really very very very regret that y i promise to go! But now ...that camp still fun and i learnt a lot!!! i meet more friends from other school and we spended three days two night there. The first day, we reached there we had to go to register and my schoolmates all were seperate to different group, and i was in group KILO which we called it Group K. we got total about 30 groups!!! This means that total student that go for the camping is about 300!!!! WOW! there were JIT SHIN, CHUNG LING( BUTTERWORTH), CONVERT(BM), SEBERANG JAYA......and last of course my school SMK TUN HUSEEIN ONN.MOst of the student were about form 1 to from 3,and only fews are form 4.my group( KILO) got 2 olny a boy called jing chen and i . Oya i met my primary school friend, DING LIK SIONG and my two tuition friend YING LAN and CHIA Chuan. ( i dont know i spell correct or wrong) I really Happy lal that time. HEHEHE.....1st after we registered, and we kumpul at tapak perhimpunan with my group members.At first i really scare cause i totally dont all my group members and i oso dont know how to kawat!!! and i m the one who standing in front!!! goD!!! so i do like others lapor how many group members in our group, actually i very happy cause i can shouted so loud and so semangat ( i think i was semangat lal). AFTER that the camp kong ask us to chose a leader and an assitant because of i totally dont know how to kawat so i dint take any jawatan as a leader or assitant. Come on if you totally dont anything that is better not to be any important part in the group or else you will become the black sheep! But now i got a little bit regret that i dint take any jawatan but nevermind! Then after singing 3 song MEGARAKU, PULAU PINANG , and PBSM song ( GOD! my schoolmate all dont know how to sing that song lal so paiseh!) then we put our belongings in the tent. I of course sleep with my friends, and there so many ppl in a tent!! and then tnet was so dirty!!!! After eating breakfast( actually i already no mood to eat anything because i really want to go home at that time), we all kumpul again at tapak perhimpunan. and then em.... all i can remember was juz we were sitting there at the dewan for hundreds hour for many boring ceramah. some of us even fall sleep at there at that time!! there are kebakaran ceramah, PBSM ceramah, and watelse i cant remember already. everytime after one ceramah we all will sure go to eat. GOD y oways eat?! oya we oao learnt how to ikat tali to llheld a tent ! ajar by those scouts! THen untill night we were given about 1 and the half hour to take a bath , wat dinner and rest . so i decide not to eat but take a bath instead! But when i reach the toilet or bilik mandi GOD dono y i feel very gelli for one to mandi there!!! so so so dono how to describe! But still can called clean lal, and is very crowded, most of the girls oso chose to take bath rather than makan! hahahaha.....and last i mandi without using the shampoo all shmpoo i brought were totally useless!!! haiz.....and after mandi i went back to my tent, i met teh my fren she asked me to go eat dinner with her so i agree lol( cin cai lal although i really dont wan and no mood to eat). but when we are still eating the bell ring!!! which means that we have to kumpul at the tapak perhimpunan already!! Shit!! we al rush like hell kepp running!!!!! BUt stil we all kena denda ......haiz... that time we all were so angry cause the time that wat the kem kong told us to kumpul was still got about 25 minits left!!! WOW!! really angry...so when we ready at the tapak perhimpunan, a student shout out that he is really cant accepted why he kena denda like this....at that moment, i think tat he is so brave!!! oya that boy is come from CHUNG LING! But obviously, his Bhasa melayu is not good, ok lol cause he comeds from chinese school mah....most them chinese school their bahasa melayu when u want them to speak is not that good this is a conclusion that i get from the camp!and then that nite i tot we have to suffer lagi because i dont know wat is iceberg ( wat actually is that activitis i really dont know). But out of my expect, it was quite FUN!!! Thar night we all were so high!!! I pukul many ppl and i get to know many friends!!! WE sleep at about 1:30am ....so tired. HIHIHIHIH2nd day, we wake up at 5:00am , u know what does it mean? it means that we only slept for 4hours only oo!!my eye cant open!!!! We all still very tired!!! after brushing our teeth, we kumpul at tapak perhimpunan again and do some exercises!! Sit up lal....many lal....till we all cant stand it anymore, everybody shouted out for pain!! HAHAHHA.....then we got some intersting activites. YEAH!!now is outdoor activitis!!!! so syok !!!!! got bicycle ride, climb the moutain( of course not the real moutain), and others i dont what are their's name.my pants all kena muddy water!!! so dirtY!!! and we cant change it before we finish all the games!!!! and the bicycle ride i rell many times because i m too short and i leg cant even touch the lantai!! so once i ride it i cant stop already , but those members in front of me keep stoping shit!!! and hohoho finally we lost in the jungle and lcky we can find the way out!!! hahaha!!! so shame lol we all!! That night is our school performance!!!each school have to perfome and who is the best will win the trophy!!of couse we vry nervous...and one of my friend when he play wrong one note ( we play recorded) we keep saying it and so sedih for it....so funny hahahahah....at that nit all of us gave fully support to all school performance!!! we claps our hands swing ....and we shouted!!! oya when we were playing recorder at the stages we play FAIRY TALE....a chinses song...everybody sings together that time i feel so syok !!!! and i enjoyed playing that recorder!! oya then when al the performance finished, a women i think is PBSm member asked ua to close our eye anf she told us a story which make many ppl cry...escept some lal included me ...hahahah .....coz i really cant imagine what she says lal...i m too tired and then i fall in sleep...when i wake up i know what she is talking about liao ....some of them even pretend like vry sad and cry lol hahahahha....After that we hhave to kumpul at the tapak perhimpunan ,.....i thouht we can sleep already....but GOD we have to kawat at miodnight!!! we all sleep bout 230am !!!!!3rd day, this was the last day, we all were so excited!!!! especially my "roommates"....we all keep saying" hohoo...today go go home liao...hahahha no need so suffer liao ....hahah...can go relax and take a "good" bath, somemore wan eat KFC, PIzza....hahhaha..balik kampung the 1st thing is take a bath,then sleep, then eat dinner, then take a bath then play online gamessss!!!" All of us were so exiceted!! That day got a ceremony , and my school won then best performance. Our leader(school leader) oso my best friend was so happy!! then we all sang songs NEGARAku and so on....then we all take PHOTO ...all dont care leader or members...all were so happy!! all play play play when taking photo.....that time was about 2pm lol....after that i skip my lunch cause i going to eat at home, then i go to my tent to tidy up my things..and i met my roommates who oso skip her lunch, then we chated...she talk about her family..she is a form 5 gal but she got go pealihan so now she is form 4.She go to school eraly in the morning then come back go to work,at night still wan to cook for her family ....poor little..she say she is so tired tilll she can sleep when she is mandi!!! so pitiful! her father wont give them money to buy food 2months after chinese NEW YEar!! so...!! HAiz...this remind me to be appriciate what i have now! Haiz...wish my roommate will b happy all the time and got lots of energy!! GAMBATEH! oya got one thing make me happy is my group member who is same age with me called jing chen he remember my name!!! so happy when he called me ask me why i dint go eat my lunch!! He called me juz like we already know each other long time ago!! hahahaha so happy !!! After all things settle, many start to go liao included my school frenz.....only left 3 of us jennifer, teh and i. At first we thought the organiuzer got prepare bus for us...about 3pm baru we know this is not us de bus ....so we stayed there wait The's mum......and i reached home at 4pm .....haiz..jennifer and i both of us were too tired and we juz slept on Teh's car!!!....when i reached home i was so excited hahhahaha......Finally all end....oya..when we all go home we say to each other GOODBYE as loud as we could!! hahaha and oso when we kawat we all jerit like hell!!! CONCLUSIONthis camping was very happy indeed!!! i love it!! But if got next time....plz....dont call me go liao lal....coz tired lal...paiseh....swt!! hahahahhahai will miss u all...my new frenz...and the uniqe memroy, the time that we had been together!!!MISS U ALL

MY first camping!

HAlo......long time no see!!! i juz came back from BM (place where i camping there), pusat kokurikulum!!! This is my first time Camping....it was PBSM leadership camp.TEh forced me to go for the camping at first i really very very very regret that y i promise to go! But now ...that camp still fun and i learnt a lot!!! i meet more friends from other school and we spended three days two night there. The first day, we reached there we had to go to register and my schoolmates all were seperate to different group, and i was in group KILO which we called it Group K. we got total about 30 groups!!! This means that total student that go for the camping is about 300!!!! WOW! there were JIT SHIN, CHUNG LING( BUTTERWORTH), CONVERT(BM), SEBERANG JAYA......and last of course my school SMK TUN HUSEEIN ONN.MOst of the student were about form 1 to from 3,and only fews are form 4.my group( KILO) got 2 olny a boy called jing chen and i . Oya i met my primary school friend, DING LIK SIONG and my two tuition friend YING LAN and CHIA Chuan. ( i dont know i spell correct or wrong) I really Happy lal that time. HEHEHE.....1st after we registered, and we kumpul at tapak perhimpunan with my group members.At first i really scare cause i totally dont all my group members and i oso dont know how to kawat!!! and i m the one who standing in front!!! goD!!! so i do like others lapor how many group members in our group, actually i very happy cause i can shouted so loud and so semangat ( i think i was semangat lal). AFTER that the camp kong ask us to chose a leader and an assitant because of i totally dont know how to kawat so i dint take any jawatan as a leader or assitant. Come on if you totally dont anything that is better not to be any important part in the group or else you will become the black sheep! But now i got a little bit regret that i dint take any jawatan but nevermind! Then after singing 3 song MEGARAKU, PULAU PINANG , and PBSM song ( GOD! my schoolmate all dont know how to sing that song lal so paiseh!) then we put our belongings in the tent. I of course sleep with my friends, and there so many ppl in a tent!! and then tnet was so dirty!!!! After eating breakfast( actually i already no mood to eat anything because i really want to go home at that time), we all kumpul again at tapak perhimpunan. and then em.... all i can remember was juz we were sitting there at the dewan for hundreds hour for many boring ceramah. some of us even fall sleep at there at that time!! there are kebakaran ceramah, PBSM ceramah, and watelse i cant remember already. everytime after one ceramah we all will sure go to eat. GOD y oways eat?! oya we oao learnt how to ikat tali to llheld a tent ! ajar by those scouts! THen untill night we were given about 1 and the half hour to take a bath , wat dinner and rest . so i decide not to eat but take a bath instead! But when i reach the toilet or bilik mandi GOD dono y i feel very gelli for one to mandi there!!! so so so dono how to describe! But still can called clean lal, and is very crowded, most of the girls oso chose to take bath rather than makan! hahahaha.....and last i mandi without using the shampoo all shmpoo i brought were totally useless!!! haiz.....and after mandi i went back to my tent, i met teh my fren she asked me to go eat dinner with her so i agree lol( cin cai lal although i really dont wan and no mood to eat). but when we are still eating the bell ring!!! which means that we have to kumpul at the tapak perhimpunan already!! Shit!! we al rush like hell kepp running!!!!! BUt stil we all kena denda ......haiz... that time we all were so angry cause the time that wat the kem kong told us to kumpul was still got about 25 minits left!!! WOW!! really angry...so when we ready at the tapak perhimpunan, a student shout out that he is really cant accepted why he kena denda like this....at that moment, i think tat he is so brave!!! oya that boy is come from CHUNG LING! But obviously, his Bhasa melayu is not good, ok lol cause he comeds from chinese school mah....most them chinese school their bahasa melayu when u want them to speak is not that good this is a conclusion that i get from the camp!and then that nite i tot we have to suffer lagi because i dont know wat is iceberg ( wat actually is that activitis i really dont know). But out of my expect, it was quite FUN!!! Thar night we all were so high!!! I pukul many ppl and i get to know many friends!!! WE sleep at about 1:30am ....so tired. HIHIHIHIH2nd day, we wake up at 5:00am , u know what does it mean? it means that we only slept for 4hours only oo!!my eye cant open!!!! We all still very tired!!! after brushing our teeth, we kumpul at tapak perhimpunan again and do some exercises!! Sit up lal....many lal....till we all cant stand it anymore, everybody shouted out for pain!! HAHAHHA.....then we got some intersting activites. YEAH!!now is outdoor activitis!!!! so syok !!!!! got bicycle ride, climb the moutain( of course not the real moutain), and others i dont what are their's name.my pants all kena muddy water!!! so dirtY!!! and we cant change it before we finish all the games!!!! and the bicycle ride i rell many times because i m too short and i leg cant even touch the lantai!! so once i ride it i cant stop already , but those members in front of me keep stoping shit!!! and hohoho finally we lost in the jungle and lcky we can find the way out!!! hahaha!!! so shame lol we all!! That night is our school performance!!!each school have to perfome and who is the best will win the trophy!!of couse we vry nervous...and one of my friend when he play wrong one note ( we play recorded) we keep saying it and so sedih for it....so funny hahahahah....at that nit all of us gave fully support to all school performance!!! we claps our hands swing ....and we shouted!!! oya when we were playing recorder at the stages we play FAIRY TALE....a chinses song...everybody sings together that time i feel so syok !!!! and i enjoyed playing that recorder!! oya then when al the performance finished, a women i think is PBSm member asked ua to close our eye anf she told us a story which make many ppl cry...escept some lal included me ...hahahah .....coz i really cant imagine what she says lal...i m too tired and then i fall in sleep...when i wake up i know what she is talking about liao ....some of them even pretend like vry sad and cry lol hahahahha....After that we hhave to kumpul at the tapak perhimpunan ,.....i thouht we can sleep already....but GOD we have to kawat at miodnight!!! we all sleep bout 230am !!!!!3rd day, this was the last day, we all were so excited!!!! especially my "roommates"....we all keep saying" hohoo...today go go home liao...hahahha no need so suffer liao ....hahah...can go relax and take a "good" bath, somemore wan eat KFC, PIzza....hahhaha..balik kampung the 1st thing is take a bath,then sleep, then eat dinner, then take a bath then play online gamessss!!!" All of us were so exiceted!! That day got a ceremony , and my school won then best performance. Our leader(school leader) oso my best friend was so happy!! then we all sang songs NEGARAku and so on....then we all take PHOTO ...all dont care leader or members...all were so happy!! all play play play when taking photo.....that time was about 2pm lol....after that i skip my lunch cause i going to eat at home, then i go to my tent to tidy up my things..and i met my roommates who oso skip her lunch, then we chated...she talk about her family..she is a form 5 gal but she got go pealihan so now she is form 4.She go to school eraly in the morning then come back go to work,at night still wan to cook for her family ....poor little..she say she is so tired tilll she can sleep when she is mandi!!! so pitiful! her father wont give them money to buy food 2months after chinese NEW YEar!! so...!! HAiz...this remind me to be appriciate what i have now! Haiz...wish my roommate will b happy all the time and got lots of energy!! GAMBATEH! oya got one thing make me happy is my group member who is same age with me called jing chen he remember my name!!! so happy when he called me ask me why i dint go eat my lunch!! He called me juz like we already know each other long time ago!! hahahaha so happy !!! After all things settle, many start to go liao included my school frenz.....only left 3 of us jennifer, teh and i. At first we thought the organiuzer got prepare bus for us...about 3pm baru we know this is not us de bus ....so we stayed there wait The's mum......and i reached home at 4pm .....haiz..jennifer and i both of us were too tired and we juz slept on Teh's car!!!....when i reached home i was so excited hahhahaha......Finally all end....oya..when we all go home we say to each other GOODBYE as loud as we could!! hahaha and oso when we kawat we all jerit like hell!!!

CONCLUSION=this camping was very happy indeed!!! i love it!! But if got next time....plz....dont call me go liao lal....coz tired lal...paiseh....swt!! hahahahhahai will miss u all...my new frenz...and the uniqe memroy, the time that we had been together!!!MISS U ALL

Love

Love? strange....
can anybody tell me what is this?
Love .....this kind of feeling....no one can control. Well, what i mean about love in this context ...is of course about a relationship between boys and gals, boys and boys, or even gals and gals. I do not discrimanate sex orintation.
Nowadays, even a 6 year-old girl will know what is love..
However, LOVE is strange to me. I dont understand ..why people can sacrifice for their lover, for people who they love? And sometimes, the people who sacrificed, dint get any repay, to the worst part, the people they love will turn back , betray them, hurt them.....is this worth? Y? Y want to do this kind of stupid thing??
hiaz....
love is the most craziest thing in the world...complicated.....hard to understand, tough then all the subjects!
--------------------------------so , let it really a QUESTION MARK for me...------------------------------------------

Coffee prince

SARANGHEYO!! The first time i saw this name was in a comment in imeem....when they choose their favourite K drama. When i saw got a new K drama i straight away go and searched for this drama. I think i am lucky enough coz i noticed this drama! I started watching it was in OCtober i think ( if i din make a mistake). So, i think i finished it quite fast, i use about max i think is one month. So, then i not really care about it too much...till recently, i saw many advertisment and news about COffee Prince, i rewatch that drama again. NOw, i totally fall in love this this drama! IT was so nice!!!!! inrestitable!!!!! a MUST-WAtCh Korean Drama!This drama is starring by Goong Yoo and Yoo Eun Hye. Well, other actors also not bad. They all are good-looking and funny, Hong Sa Chang, Huang MING KU( i dont how to spell sorry..) and CHIn HA LIN.....many many more!This story is about a coffee shop named Coffee Prince. the story starts from a 24 gril. Well, she is more like a boy actually ....her attitue, weraing style....she have to handle all expenditure of the family.....i lazty to tell about this story lal....all u guys have to do are WATCH this drama!!!!!! Then you will know all the story!This drama i watched every episode and those special feature, how they make that drama ....how they get the house and decorate that coffee shop and so on...When i saw them acting., suddenly i feel tat to act in an drama nor movie is not that easy, the 1st time i have this type of feeling ( coz i tot i wil feel this when i was really acting in a drama or movie de). I feel suprised for myself! Last, i feel little bit sad becouz this drama has come to the end (although it was in 2007 but now i still got little bit upset about it). Eun Hye cried on the last day and oso other actors like Chae Jeong An (YU CHU in tat drama), they hugged together and cried together.i saw the director and all the actors in the drama celebrate for this drama, some of them were crying...some were smiling...i can feel that happiness and sadness although i din at the scene.Ok...this time really is last, i wish all actors of Coffee Prince will happy forever and i wish Coffee prince will be very sucessful in Malaysia, i hope all malaysian like it...dont care Malay, Chinese or Indian or other race de. Oya, don 4get listen to Coffee Prince de song o! LAST, i would like to say again "COFFEE PRINCE, SARANGHEYO!!!"

KL TRIP wif friendsss

Since 2003...i never go out with my friend already, although they juz go to shopping mall nearby ...i oways wil b the one who absent.....make me wil sad...T-T "OOi, are you coming??" i called TMZ, my dear friend plus my lover.(hihih). I feel nervous and scare because tat time was night....a rainy nite....i din saw any of my friends there at the platform.Luckily, later i saw my Bf ( boy d friend) Yee Yang...Thank god beside me there was another Chinese who reached here so earky ...actually we are punctual . We reached exactly at the time o! Most of our friend...no all of my friend not yet reach ...or perhaps they were still relaxing at home watching their favourite TV programme or having their dinner...haiz....i was very moody ....""can't i juz cancel this trip and sleep as much as i like at home?? "i asked myself...sadly...Finally, at about 845pm, Boyz gang reached the spot. They all were in a very good mood...did they ever feel sad or moody ??? who noes..who cares......(>.945pm , all my friends, girls and boys sampai!!!! Smiling face appeared on everybody face...laughing .....talking ...chating we can't hide our happiness......We finally on the train now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We all were overjoy!!!! all keep taking Photo ......playing their phone....chit chat ......and imagine what will happen in this following days we will spend in KL. I sit with my Best Friend, Vivian! i sit near the window....she took 2 jackets lol....However, we didn't feel cold at all ...wahahaha ko lian d Viv! We played...explore anything interesting on this train....we went to the canteen....OMG, Do u know? a maggie hot cup cost RM3 plus the hot boiled water RM3 , all together RM6!!!!! hohoho don b too suprised or faint ...actually this was the joke from one of my friend Alvin...hhahaha. BUt seriously, one maggie hot cup or one tuna sandwich really cost u RM3.....i rather dont eat them !!! Nevertheless....Viv still bought one Tuna sandwich .....she feel regret about it actually ....wahahahhaha..We played about 1 till 3 hours ...about 1130pm....i feel sleepy.......me and vivian were trying to sleep....However, our dear friends Alvin (a pa) and Monkey (FOonG) were sitting behind us......they were so annoying!!!!!!!!!!!!! That stupid apa keep talking !!!!!!!!!!!!!! what i can say was just..." Stop pollute the air!!" dont be shock, he was not smoking....he was just ....pollute the air by his stupid noisy voice...which v oways say SOUND POLLUTION! hiaz......and the seat is too ....uncomfortable....too hard for a person to sleep like Khai Won ( a person who can sleep since she was on the train till we reached KL!) GOD!!!.....but....At the end, v all slept.....i awake at the midnight, i tend to take a pic which everyone was sleeping, but I know this is not a good thing to do, I m a person with Moral de mah....so i keep my camera rite in my bag..quietly...some of them were wake up....for a certain time...but then sleep again....For instance, MR Monkey who sit behind me and when i wake up he will cal me Gui Chern....but nevermind i will gv him a nice name too >>>> Hui Qin( a gal who v think both of them are in love wowowow!! ^^) they all so syok got MP3 i onli can sleep by listening to the sound of the train....well, not too bad this is called nature mah!!! about 7pm we reached KL liao!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!! continue next time.....(sry i m too lazy liao lal)

Team spirit

Remember that day was Wednesday, the day that we all have to join, attend cucuriculum day, the day that my friends n i hate the most ...However, there is one thing to make me happy was this will be the last day of the cucuriculum!!! HURRAY!!!!!!! well, this is the only thing that can cheer me up...so sad...so ...pity....why nowadays students have to sufffer so much...T_T

^^ After talking so much nonsense, i think is time to talk about the theme today, the main point why i want to write this , want to post it. I am a person who is super unactive in cocuriculum ....anti unit berunifrom, club and sport...is little bit embarrassing....hehehe. On the other hand, my best friend, Teh she is the chairman of PBSM, RC soiety.. she really loves it. She is so active in participating those activities such as matching, first aid training, competition....Well, i am not PBSM member but i did go for one PBSM camping in Bukit Tengah.. and to be honest it was quite fun ...although i hate to admit it.

Recently, our school had organised a matching competition. All the unit berunifrom, PBSM, KRS, PENGAKAP....i mean only this three soiety have the semangat, intention to get the champion, because in my school , majority of them are like me.....super unactive students..^^

Hence, because of this competition, my friend put alot of efforts, hard work in order to get the 1st prize. Although in my mind, i think that this is quite stupid and meaningless.. but tat day when the school anounced the 3winnes in the competition...the moment when i saw them were very happy, cheering... i know my thought was wrong. Anyway, it was just a though only, i din't take it seriously.^^. The moment i saw them ...a teAm of them, lining up, to get the reward, the prize that they really deserved...they have showed me the importance of discipline and teamworks. I know man cant be alone in this world, the must be somebody beside us to share our happiness, sadness, problem....Besides, i have learnt that after hard work, u may get the paid. Why i mention "may" ? Coz...eventhough not repay ....i think i will certainly enjoy the process of working hard....fighting for the champion!

I am Lost

My friends, can you find me?
My family, can u see me?
anybody, please, please help me....
I am lost, dont know where to go, where to stay, what to do.....
totally lost....

I feel scared, helpless...
I just want to scream...shout:''HELP!!!!" in a dark dark inner space..
nobody answer me....
lonelly
helpless
frustrated..